I don't want my life to be explainable without the Holy Spirit. I want people to look at my life and know that I couldn't be doing all that I do by my own power. I want to live in such a way that I am desperate for Him to come through. That if He doesn't come through, I am screwed. I don't believe God wants me to live in a way that makes sense from the world's perspective, a way that I know I can "manage" by my own strength. He wants to take my timid heart and set it ablaze with strength and courage, so much that people know something supernatural has taken place.
How can I fully grasp this and live it out?
